....BANG...BANG MOTHER FUCKER YEAH....

okay so im back with the lj<33

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 00:13:52 GMT

i havent been on this in over a year now.. wow.. time flys... myspace just isnt giving me the fix anymore so its lj time on the side... if anyone still checks my profile thingy sent me a comment or whatever and let me know this is even worth useing<33 thanx!

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 18:11:19 GMT

last night was fun....huh pati....:) im sittin here at kevins.. been here all morning with leigh mac and shawn....pati i told him about your plans for this weekend and he said "word" :)ahhhh.... anyway gotta get on out of here and get my car paied for and then go to work so0o pati if your reading.... call me at like 9!!! and "put in the god word"... you know whta i mean..;) off to shower and then to get some shit done
later kidz....ash

i need to update more often..

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 14:10:58 GMT

so yeah, its amazing how much changes in a few days... leasets start off with the fact that i lost a good friend of mine a few days ago... his mane was Ian Wright and he will be missed....RIP Ian we all love and miss you!! see you soon :) <33... so yeah that whole thing was rough....but the ceremony was beautiful... bagpipes and all...and let me just say that i am officially tired of burying my friends! parents arent ment to bury their children either.... so for gods sake everyone just be a little safer and think before you do things (if you dont already) thanks...
secondly... i went to the eye specialist yesterday and it turns out my eyes are fine!! i do have a suvere case of Drusen and fetal cataracts(that are developed in the womb during the first trimester from bleeding on the eyes as they develop...gross huh) also in case you dont know what Drusen is...if you wanna know... it deals with your central nerves in your eyes.. you see when the doctor looks at them through his highly magnified camera.. they are supposed to look like little pink doughnuts with holes in the middle, well mine look like poprocks and they dont have holes in them.... yeah scarry.... but for a while my doctor had me thinking that i was going to go blind soon but i saw the specialist yesterday and he said that i have the most well developed and extravagant case of Drusen that he has ever seen in his whole career...wow. so he might use my pictres of my eyes to do powerpoint for his collage classes...cool huh.... well i thought it was..:) any ways so turns out the worst that couls happen to my eyes, which commonly does, is that they will blow a vessel and bleed internally and i will go temporarily blind until i get some surgery...funfun..oh well i pick up my glasses today and they are cute as hell so its all worth it :)
Third i now have BRIGHT ruby red hair and i LOVE IT!!!! it loooks soooo good. im not trying to be cocky its just that my hair has never looked good when i dye it and for once it does WHOOP WHOOP!
And last but not least... i finally got a damn cell phone!! its a nextel and the bitch was 150.00 just for the damn phone itself....:/ but anyways my cell number is 443-309-5836 and my bleep bleep # is 164*140712*15 i have free and unlimited incomeing calls and free and unlimited bleep bleep and free nights and weekends so hit it up kids!!!! CALL ME!! :p

<33 all of you!! ash

work work work....

Sat, 06 Nov 2004 14:23:39 GMT

work work work today mannnnnn...... pati if you are reading htis i will call you at mom moms as soon as i get off and i will come over and we will have bologna and cheese sanditched with italian homemade salad dressing on roman lettuce just like good ol times :) so BE there when i call ;).... anyways i work at applebees in glasgow so if anyone is bored COME SEE ME. its the one in peoples plaza...hit it up yo!!!! pea's.......<33 me

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 19:30:23 GMT

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	nine
your best quality is	people envy you
your worst quality is	everything about you
this is because	youre unique

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Thu, 04 Nov 2004 18:58:37 GMT

Such a rainy hideous day out there. i went to my little brothers school today and had lunch with him and his class.....those kids are wild!! first graders man!! SHOW TONIGHT!! ground floor :( but its bombs away blue print tragedy nothing lost (blahh) and some other band...

pati~ i wish you werent grounded i realy want you to be there :( one more day then its off to your dads for the weekend and you will be able to do what you want!! shit ill come pick you up from there and we will go do something!! <33 ya

anyways, the show should be fun.

well now im off to get my tags for my car the to get clothes ready for this weekend.....<33 to all

politics politics.....

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 03:49:53 GMT

Bush won... so what... its not like this country hasnt already gone to hell. i mean seriously, the U.S. sucks and the only one who can save it is God himself... so in reality it realy dosent matter what dumbass gets to sit in the oval office and make decisions that will wind up getting us killed... its gonna happen anyway...and yeah im not the biggest bush fan... actually i dont even like the douchebag...but kerry is an even bigger fag as a matter of fact hes a strait up pussy. i think that if we are to stand any kind of chance to put up a fight it would be with Bush. But hey thats just my perspective on shit. Personally i think the whole thing is wayyyy overrated... for god sake P-diddy is threatining to kick your ass if you dont vote... you've got 2 fags, a slut, an opinionated bitch, 2 drunken jocks and a ethiopian chick handing out flyers trying to tell YOU to vote...((real world philly))i dunno... i guess my point is that.... actually you know what i dont even have a point... its gay....all gay....thank god im not 18 yet...fuck politics....i suck at it......

broken knee :(

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 07:39:04 GMT

Hawthorn Hieghts tonight bitches!!! awesome. punchline and bayside too.. greatness.

long time no see.....

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 23:39:05 GMT

hey hey everyone..... havent written in hurr in a while. So life is the same as it has been...nothin new realy... havent been up to much. leave me a comment if your reading this so i know i still have people out there reading this thing. otherwise then that im not writing n e more because im not sure if im talking to myself?!?!?! LOVE TO ALL! P.s. if there is anything hapening this weekend please inform me because i have NO plans so far... thats IF anyone wants to include me and if you dont....eat shit.....:) <33

Sun, 08 Aug 2004 05:18:53 GMT

i havent written in here in like forever.. i just wanted to let everyone know that i now finally am over Dee and i have a boy friend... his name is mac (( you might know him from bombs away hes the guitar player.... well one of them lol)) but to all my LJ friends i am now happy and i think i have finally found the one... i think i am in love and it is crazy . :) no one makes me happier then he does... so just know everyone that i have finally found all that i have been looking for... god i sound corney but oh well......:) love to everyone im LJ land hahaha

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 20:25:28 GMT

sometimes i would like to talke people and just scream right in their face!!<--not directed to n e one just a general comment to n e one who is pissin me off at the moment.

((questioning friendships))its a killer...

for once in my life im happy... nothing or no one will stand in the way call me selfish but for once im doing what i want instead of what makes everyone else happy but me...

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 06:42:01 GMT

Sooo.....

tonight it was the GFizzle... it was pretty tight i guess.. same ol same ol!!

Def. 13 Even played...one word UGHHHHH lol ((if that is a word)) they are all so0o beautiful! i was likein the blonde kid so after they were done pati was like "hey its her birthday..." so he hugged me ((too bad my bday is def in march...)) but oh well i got a hug... then i turn around and he's kissin his girl...:-/ bummer... oh well... life goes on...

this weekend so far has been great... hangin with my 2 fav.s...scratch that 3 fav.s...amber pati and joshua. we have been drinkin all weekend and the saddest part is thats what it took for me to have a good weekend... speakin that im givin up on him. But anywho... its been a good weekend and i have come to the determination that i need to get out there more and become more social... guys think im a bitch when they first see me((so im told)) so my new thing is that im going to get out there and "knock 'em dead" :) lol so far i have made like 12 new friends this weekend so im going to keep it up i guess.....

well im tired...

until the next entry...ashle

Thu, 17 Jun 2004 19:52:48 GMT

What kind of disease are you?

ashley:

ashley is caused by Satan.

ashley will slowly turn infected subject into a dinosaur.
ashley is curable by singing Michal Jackson songs at the top of your lungs, forever. You can never speak again, or you will die.

yo... why i gotta be evil?!?!? lol just kiddin

brace yourself...for the softer side... i guess i have gone emo..?!?

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 18:05:12 GMT

I....

am:: depressed

want:: someone to be my boyfriend...((wonder who?!?))

need:: for him to stop playing these mind games with me...

crave:: our saturday nights alone in the middle of the night after everyone else has fallen asleep.

love:: the way he makes me feel when im with him

hate:: the way i feel when hes gone...

did:: want nothing to do with him.. until i realized it hurts too much to be without him...

feel:: like im trapped in waiting.. i dont want to move on because im scared of the random days that he stops by and brings with him all the feelings i thought i had the strenth to get rid of. but then again.. how do i know if or when he is coming back?!?

miss:: the way he plays with my hair and looks into my eyes.. just staring..and it seems that there is no need for words and before i get the chance to speak to break the silence... he kisses me, and sends me back to silence....

am annoyed by:: the way other people tell me to leave him alone... that i can do better.... if i wanted better i would have taken it by now...( a year later..)

would rather:: just be able to get over him and move on and meet someone else who makes me feel the way he does...eaiser said then done... trust me

am tired of:: these damn butterflies that just wont die whenever hes around...

will always:: be hooked on this boy....sometimes i realy do beleive myself when i say i love him... scarry....

until the next entry...ashle

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 20:01:39 GMT

Ever feel as if noone is who you thought they were?? Like you try soo hard to make others happy but in reality you put yourself last?? yeah well join the club......

yo try it!!

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 17:22:15 GMT

broken_lushh's LJ stalker is bigxhenz!

bigxhenz is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out!

LJ Stalker Finder
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yo sam... you stalkin yo!?!?? haha

yo fill it out!

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 04:32:10 GMT

_____ ashle.

ashle is _____.

ashle thinks a lot about _____.

When I think of ashle, I think of _____.

I want ashle to _____ me.

If I were alone in a room with ashle, I would _____.

I think ashle should _____.

_____ reminds me of ashle.

ashle needs _____.

Without ashle I _____.

I want to _____ ashle.

If I could describe ashle in a word: _____.

ashle will never _____.

ashle can _____ my _____.

Worst thing about ashle is _____.

Best thing about ashle is _____.

I hope ashle never _____.

I am _____ with ashle.

I _____ ashle because _____.

I'll set you... I'll set it off.....

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 04:11:40 GMT

Just call me sappy ass....

So today me and pati hung out like the usual... at 4:30 Tom picked us up and we went to sam's to get him for this show at the piss hole... but sam wasnt there so we went to gregs and whadda ya know we found him!! So then from there it was off to the piss hole ((which is awesome!!)) too bad while we were outside i realzed i had tree sap on my ass that looked like i sat in dog shit....hahaha. but then we went in and there i saw one of the coolest sets i have ever seen!! the drummer was all blowin a whistle as he was playin and the guitarist was all skinny like he was on heroine and he screemed like a goober and the bassist was all fat and sweaty and was dancin all crazy like but it was so0o awesome because they sounded realy realy cool!!! we payed 5 bucks for like 45 mins but it was so0o worth it! then we left for card night.

Card night was cool, i met some of toms friends and they were all nice. this one girl jess z was crackin me up!! we played hardxcore pingpong!! she was a beast mann lemme tell ya!!! Never play against that girl mann she will tear your ass up yo!! i learned how to play poker and i won a game... yay!

we left toms and went to taco bell where i proceeded to make an ass outta myself!! it was me pati tom and his friend/ my new friend lacey. i ordered out of the back seat and gave the chick a hard time haha and then we got to the window and i hid some nachoes and said they never gave em to us and i got us some free ones!! then we parked and i looked at my 2 soft taco's and they has tomatoes on em! SICK! so i walked through the drive thru while tom recorded me and i made the bitch make me new ones! haha

then me and pati come home and i smoke up with her mom...like always. im tellin ya man, cindy is my smokin buddy!!

so that was my night... leave it up to me to make things interesting...like always..:)

until the next entry... ashle

yo fill it out....bioooottttchhhhh :) <3

Thu, 27 May 2004 13:10:23 GMT

shelookssexx

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Would you do anything else to me?
13. Physically, what stands out?
14. Emotionally, what stands out?
15. Do you wish I was cooler?
16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. .
18. Am I loveable?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

rather forget the days we spent....

Thu, 20 May 2004 17:20:27 GMT

So0o0

i realy dont write in this thing enough.....

The actors that play our friends.......aint that the truth...

S0o0o...anyways... ummmmm i love pati ventresca and amberlee walker!!! just to let you all know....haha

this weekend im stuck babysitting my lil bro and sis... yayayayayayayy but its ok... i'll prolly pull a pati and have lotsa friends over :)

then as im sure most of you know SATURDAY Ground Floor baby!!!! Whoop whoop!! hahaha it'll be awesome!! im so0o excited!!

Def. goin fishin sunday with my two fav. people cough cough PATI AND AMBER cough cough :) i love my girls

oh and def. goin today for my last driving test... wish me luck!! license in a week or two!!!!! its about time

so0o anyways n e one who wants to chill at my house friday...... 410*996*9418 or brokenlushh ((aim)) hit me up yo! love to all...

until the next entry...ashle

If love is so0o good ... then why does it hurt so0o bad???

Sun, 16 May 2004 06:32:09 GMT

just sittin here all drunk, (whats new :/)) at ambers with D Doug Booher josh amber ambers sister and myself.... yea i just figured i'd put an entry up in this biotch.... mannnnnn... i dunno what to write in this thing..

until the next entry.....ashle

A new game to keep you happy =)

Wed, 12 May 2004 21:01:30 GMT

Ok.. whenever you hear the door opening when someone signs on AIM you have to hurry up and see who it is, if you see who it is before the little door goes away then you say "haha tag you're it" and you win.. if you don't see who got on before the door goes then you lose and you suck.

This game was invented my Pati and myself ((the dynamic duo)).. hope all you cool kids enjoy and have fun!! And if you don't play then you're not cool so shut up. =)

Until the next entry.. Ashle

Just realize your insecurities will get the best of you.

Wed, 12 May 2004 03:45:06 GMT

Hello Hello.

So I guess I have a live journal yet I never write in it.. there's not much to write about speaking that each day I do the exact same thing.. sleep till noon, make Pati cook me breakfast, shower, watch the boob tube, eat some more, possibly check the mail, fight with Pati a little, make up with Pati, play some game cube, and then go to sleep, or make evening plans which usually consist of the Univ. of Delaware dorms. Yeh.. that's my life.

Hmmh.. sometimes I think, "Huh, Ashle.. if you died today, what would people think of you?!" Yehh that's my question of the day. And speaking that no one ever replies to my journal entries, it's kind of pointless to ask a question of the day.

Babysitting tomorrow at my house.. hopefully D stops by =) Going to the Troc on Friday and possibly whatever for the rest of the weekend.. and then it's back to my lovely same routine. Which you can find at the top of this entry. Yeh, so basically my life sucks.. how about you?!

By the way, I think it's so funny how it's so hard for me to get a boyfriend and then BAM there's like five boys on my plate. I hate it.. because that means that you have to be mean to at least four of them. I hate this whole dating bullshit. Besides there's only one of them that I want and that's the only one that I'm going to be focused on.

Until the next entry.. Ashle

Damn.. I'm horrible.

Sun, 09 May 2004 16:38:11 GMT

I AM 81% ASSHOLE/BITCH!

I am one of those people that love to hear the sound of their voice. That and my lousy attitude make for a mixture as toxic next-day-mexican-dinner-ass-drip.

Take the ASSHOLE/BITCH test at Fuali.com

yo pati...WTF

Sat, 08 May 2004 18:31:32 GMT

OK DEF> pati and amelia had fun postin my last LJ entry.....:(

I HATE JOHN MAYER!!!! like more then life itself... for the record....I DONT WANT TO RUN THROUGH THE HALLS OF MY HIGHSCHOOL!!!! fuck... i dont even GO to school n e more ......

until the next....ashle